School reopening

Hi, everyone! School is opening for me on Monday, 18 April. To most people, they are excited for the day to come but to me, I am dreading it. School is a phobia to me and I am afraid to meet my course and classmates. All the work and projects are coming and I am not ready for it. Do anyone of you is dreading school opening for Polytechnic students? I don't no why do I have this feeling..i like to meet my classmates but I am scared to face them.