Hi, everyone! Suddenly has an inspiration to write a post about my past. My past is a laughing stock to most people. Many people hurt me with their words, especially guys in my secondary school. Therefore, I don't trust guys that much and hang out with them. One moment they can treat u real good, next moment, push you away and call you names that pierce my soul. Most guys in my secondary school are jerks, treating you basically like dirt. Don't judge me if you look at yourself in the mirror. Im hurt and torn because of my past. Some people may not know what I am feeling but I suddenly feel a rush of emotions coming up.
Why am I like that today? Insecure everywhere, scared people judge me. Because of my poly life and secondary school. Is school a good thing? For me, nope. Worst nightmare you ever had. Broken, lifeless girl. What can I do about it? Nothing but an invisible girl in the eyes of others. Not popular, none of the category.
Maybe a sudden release is the best thing...cutting? I don't no for now..i hope someone saves me from myself..or nah..im alone again. :(
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