Instagram

Hi,guys! I am currently in cmcc which stands for Chinese music cultural club. In this cca, we basically sing Chinese and English songs and is more like vocal training. Follow me on my instagram: @angeltanqq. My name is Angie. You will see more stuff of my singing videos and pictures captured with my friends. Follow me! Thanks everyone. :) Singing makes my pain and loneliness disappear and brings me to another planet. Also, continue reading my blog for more exciting stuff about music and life.

Being alone is the worst feeling i ever felt

Hi,guys! Sorry for not posting often as I have been facing lots of things in my life. A few months back, lots of conflicts happened between me and my group mates and I faced depression at that stage of my life. During that period, I faced immense stress and pressure when doing project as I have to cope with their work styles and we have different opinions. I lost lots of weight due to stress and fear of eating alone. In school, you may think that I am quite popular but the truth fact is I am not. I am currently facing loneliness and in class, you can see me as the only girl sitting alone with no one beside me. Even in lecture theatre, there is one time I really sit alone. I felt really miserable and sad that such a thing happened to me and it was too overwhelming for me to process it. Being alone is my everyday's life..I get through everyday in school hoping for weekend to come quickly so that I can stay at home instead of going school. Tell you the honest truth: I changed class last semester. I cant cope with people isolating me a lot of times and leaving me out when there is impromptu lunch. I hoped for a better environment and that people will treat me well as I am a newcomer in the new class but turns out the opposite way. Sometimes I wonder to myself: "is changing class a good thing for me?" It is a good thing to a certain extent as the guys are much nicer to me than the girls but like I said, in every class, there is always these people who will be domineering and treating people with a bad attitude and they are my group mates. With the different characters we have, it is hard to communicate ideas across and disagreements appear.

Everytime after gen ed, I will go to the toilet and hide for a while, hoping people wont see me alone and also to avoid my previous classmates...Do you know how I felt at that point of time? Miserable!

Why are people treating me badly? I know partially is because of my character that causes them to dislike me...


I felt alone and depressed...I am not worth it....

Fashion in the month of Jannuary

Hey everyone! Recently, I have been obsessing over some clothing and shoes. Now, I am going to share some with everyone.

Deminn jacket





This jacket brings out your personality as a chic girl style and matches with any clothing and shoes. It is super comfy and has a rock girl feel. This is most suitable for wearing during summer.

Nike shoes






These days, I see lots of people wearing this shoes and I feel that it is trendy and the design is on point. I don't have one but I will be buying soon. It matches with jeans and t shirt and is super fashionable and brings out a rocky teenage girl style. You can buy at any NIKE store and wont regret it.

Sunglasses





Having a pair of sunglasses, it protects your eyes from any UV lights coming from the sun especially in summer where the weather is super hot. You match it with shorts or jeans with t shirt.

For me, I prefer shorts and t shirt as I am living in a country where summer is always happening. I like wearing shoes when matching with jeans.

In fashion world, there are many styles you can come out with and as long as you are happy with what you are wearing, the clothing is perfect. Dress in something you feel comfortable with and smile! It makes you beautiful!

My type of guy

Hi,guys! I decided to come out with this topic which talks about my type of guy. I am sure everyone has a type that they like and I have mine too. For me, I like guys who can sing. My dream is to be a singer so I admire guys who can sing very well. They impress me the most, definitely 1st in my heart. Secondly, I don't no why I like it but I like guys who have mysterious bad boy feels~ I like when boys are bad. (I just have soft spot for guys like that) Thirdly, I like guys who wear snapbacks..i do not know why I like snapbacks on guys but they catch my attention the most. Fourthly, guys who are super nice and friendly. I feel that guys who possess these qualities have a kind hearted soul and I like it very much. Also, guys who have nice eyes. Eyes are windows to his soul,  hence I always look at guys' eyes when talking to them. However, one thing for me is when there is a hot guy, I wont dare to approach them as I am shy and quiet when it comes to meeting hot guys.(Idk why also) Although I did dare to sit next to a cute guy in class, I was pretty nervous at that point in time. He said good luck to me when I don't even know him, hence I felt really happy about it. I like guys who are tall too. Everyone has their personal preferences when they look in qualities for a guy or girl. Its okay to have lots of types but at the end of the day, you will eventually meet someone that is destined for you and you r meant to be with that person.

Have a good night! Will update my blog again.