Insults and haters

Last few years,I was quite sad and depressed because of lots of incidents happening just at the flick of the moment.When i was in secondary 1,I had faced with crushes drama and people insulting me.I am sure lots of teenage girls are facing the same problem as me.That time was my darkest hour of my life because i didnt know what to do and i was lost.I was afraid to face everyone and i was constantly denying everyone rumours of liking my crush and hiding at one corner.I was soo scared of others opinion of me and afraid that my crush would not like me because you know,I am a nerd.Well basically,i am not because once you get to know me,I dont really care about studies and i like to have fun in life.When he realised i like him,he started to put a distance between us and all of his friends were constantly teasing me.I once thought that me and him had something electrifying as we currently had something magical but it was destroyed when i had a fight with him.I was sorry for that incident but i was also hurt and sad.For now,i had moved on with my life and tried my best to forget all the memories i had.(Bad ones)I have learnt to keep my secrets when it comes to crushes and promise myself not to tell anyone.I made a bad mistake of telling my best friend who happened to betray me and somehow the secret of me liking him was revealed and that he knew about this.I was carrying a burden on my shoulders,afraid to see him looking at me that way and scared to meet his friends.I was soo frustrated with my friends teasing me about him.So for now,its been so many years and i have learnt to put down whatever feelings i have and think about the happy moments in my life.I know its hard and i need time to heal the pain but it will gradually fade into nothing.Just hold on to something in life that are worth it and makes you feel that that is the reason you want to live.Insults and haters were what i had during my secondary school life but i overcame it and be a strong person.It was hard and during that time,my parents were the ones who accompanied me and gave me soo many advice.Haters gonna hate,but you are going to shake it off.Dont let any mean things get to you,be strong and confirdent.You are BEAUTIFUl in your own ways! Continue your passion in life and dont let haters stop you.





Taylor swift song(Shake it off):

Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play
And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Baby, I'm just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off
Heart-breakers gonna break, break, break, break, break
And the fakers gonna fake, fake, fake, fake, fake
Baby, I'm just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off

That is a little about me.See ya! Sorry for not blogging often..i will try to blog as much as i can these few days.Sorry.