Hi, everyone! I received my result for one module and it was really bad. I felt that nowadays when i tried to do my best even though i had no mood, nothing good worked out. I fail. Sometimes i feel like giving up because in my mind, there is a voice which said: You are not good, you are not smart, you fail at everything, you are not worth..It makes me really sad. I know people said tough times dont last, but is it a sentence to calm people down to make them positive about life? Is it true? Bad thoughts running my mind. Some people are naturally smart and all. How can i be like them? Those period was hard for me and i had to fight against my internal talk which told me to give up but i continued to persist on and study hard. But the result showed otherwise. It made me really sad. I felt really bad for pushing people away and i did not mean it. I didnt feel good and needed some alone time.
If there is anybody out there who is having a bad day, stay strong. Just know that everything will be alright. :)
Im struggling but i still hold on to that one hope that i will be better one day. Dont lose that hope.
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